"From the very first moment I arrived at the Merkaba Retreat, I felt something I hadn’t experienced in a very long time—if ever. I felt home. Not just welcomed… but received. Seen. Held. Loved.

 

Although I arrived a few days early due to a flight change, the universe clearly had that planned for me. Those quiet days before the full group arrived were filled with peace and gentle integration. Christopher, with his warm smile and serene, heart-centered presence, greeted me with open arms and a groundedness that immediately made me feel safe and at ease.

 

Once my retreat partner Eric arrived, it felt as though a trinity had formed — a soul pod, perfectly composed. Our bond became an anchor throughout the week — one of trust, mutual support, and shared transformation.​

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Sacred Ceremony and the Breath of the Divine

 

The first evening’s Bufo ceremony was a true initiation. I felt some natural anxiety beforehand — unsure what would unfold — but the moment I surrendered, something ancient awakened.

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As the medicine began to move through me, a sacred language poured out of my being, one I did not learn but remembered.

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My heart exploded open with pure love, infinite joy, and a profound sense of cosmic purpose.

 

Everything made sense.

I was embraced by the Divine.

And I finally, fully knew why I am here.

 

Over the course of the retreat, I experienced a total of four ceremonies — each more expansive and deeply healing than the last: Three Kambo ceremonies that cleared not just toxins from my body, but ancestral grief, fear, and stagnation. A final mushroom ceremony that brought me fully into alignment with the sacred rhythms of nature, breath, and divine flow

 

Each one served as a portal.

Each one stripped away illusion and helped me rise in my own sovereignty and remembrance.

 

Soulful Nourishment and Divine Community

 

The meals throughout the week were not just delicious — they were soul food.

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Every restaurant Christopher chose reflected deep intention and spiritual resonance — vibrant, nourishing, and alive.

 

Even the grocery trips felt like ceremony: Working together as a team, laughing in the aisles, planning meals with care — it was like being part of a tribal kitchen, and I felt fully included, valued, and needed.

 

This retreat didn’t just feed my body.

It nourished my soul, purpose, and path.

 

The Deepest Belonging I’ve Ever Known

 

For perhaps the first time in this life, I felt like I truly belonged.

Not because I had to fit in.

But because I was free to be exactly who I am.

And that was enough — more than enough.

 

I’ve never felt more aligned, more soulful, more purposeful, and more abundant than I do now.

 

This retreat reconnected me with parts of myself I thought were lost.

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It helped me see beyond the matrix, into the real code of who and what we are.

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It was sacred.

It was powerful.

It was family.

It was home.

 

My Message to You

 

If you’ve ever felt that ache inside,

that subtle sense that there’s more —

but you just can’t quite name it…

 

This is the way.

 

The Merkaba Retreat is not just a trip.

It’s a return to soul.

And I will carry the light I received here for the rest of my life.

 

With eternal gratitude to Christopher and Eric.

You were my midwives of remembering.

Thank you for holding space for me to be reborn."

 

— Aeon, Mexico/USA